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“Watch with glittery eyes the whole world around you because the greatest secrets are always hidden in the most unlikely places.”
― Roald Dahl

suffocation

inspiration found -- a way to feel a calm amidst hard times. i resort to music, it comforts my weary soul. at times driving away ghosts that haunt the darkest of dreams. a myriad of senses -- dance through my weary mind.

ponderings found

how do we find the air, when we are feet deep beneath the waves of terror. how does the human spirit survive under the pressures of a muffling pain. can we batter through the barriers of poverty, human decline, pain, suffering, terror and the struggle of survival. we find battles to fight - and throes of darkness that barricades the brightest light of the sun. we instinctively cling to the things we understand, the loved ones we surround ourselves with and wonder at the glory of the spinning world -- one world that casts its eyes away from the weak, the timid, the downtrodden.

we drive to our workplaces, walk to our destinations and run to appointments. forgetting to look around, look up - and down. we link into our strongest survival skills -- blinders that might - upon removal - show others who suffer more, or the wicked moss growing in the crevices of well groomed mortar. every face, so unique -- each with a story, hide behind the growing swarm of worker bees. focused on the little progress of storing comfort for their own hive.

a deep melodic sound, brings us back to life. the aching wounds - scars from ages past and the ebbing sunlight brightens and opens the world to the fragments of each shell, grains of sand on a worn beach. one in a million, a small space in a glorious universe. strangers to our surrounding, we open our eyes. only to find -- a glorious wonder. survival -- breathing in, we surface and hear the crashing waves. only to be reminded we are yet  -- alive --- susceptible to life's raging tides.

home

 - desire to love like no one has loved. someone who truly is a best friend and companion. a great ache within a weary soul - only to feel the flutter of a reminder. a little girls touch on my aching soul, a reminder of contented partnership found in my baby girl. home is where ever i am with you.

a lady is

a lady is - is what one can imagine to be virtuous in delicate features and qualities, that it withstands the most brutal of experiences and circumstances. a lady has been defined throughout the ages, as the delicate and intricate balance of life, death and love. the flower of life that gives a glimpse of fair qualities in art, music, literature and mothering. she is the cradle of life, the giver of affections that feed the needs of both child and man. one who is the twine that binds the finite balance of home and adventure.

how is it that in such importance - a woman must be wary as to how her presence is taken, the tone in which she speaks and the manner in which her eyes are cast. it is a listless and weary some balance of fantastical history and the modern mindset. how is it truly -- a feminist mindset and idealism, when we balance on a cataclysm of utilitarianism and modernism.

such thoughts  -- on such a day

Stand by

i believe in real females -- curvy bodies - to be content in ones natural state .healthy - vibrant and wickedly vuluptuous and all at once sensuous.

always turning-

this one is for you -- in a song format..

" i know you can't hold out forever -

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From a boy who won't jump
When he falls in love
He just stands with his toes on the edge
And he waits for it to disappear again"..

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tiny vessels

maybe someone feels this way about me - i am content in that.

death cab for cutie -- mm

perpetuum mobile

this is the theme music to my non exhistant documentry/film of my life..

its melody tweaks my imagination - i am free like a bird & bright as the midday sun..

my heart is - is--- is - well strumming away..to this magnificent life

i never missed the midwest - until...

there is this lovely creature - who plays a cello - she could be a minx or perhaps a fox, but {Danika}  is apart of this talented band from my hometown.{Grand Falconer}- "i was never jealous of the Midwest until you left.." -- then the song grabs your heart strings and dances a merry jig until your crooning madly along with the reverberating melody. i daresay I'm falling madly in love with the west & grand falconer for that matter -- i miss the country - my roots. so i listen to this -- and my heart throbs a little happier to my - idahome{ toon }

marketing to boot..

http://twitter.com/#!/BestRoomyEver

if you need a good laugh or need to be reminded that - well, there are some brilliant minds in the world -- look at this guy - honest, brazen comments -- just a damn knack or flare for writing. somebody has got to get this guy a job headlining or maybe just a place to sleep for starters -- who ever said a little whimsy and good old fashion "to hell with this" doesn't work, just might have bit their tongue through..

heart of the city - a movement

isn't this film stunning --

i met an incredible individual - who has started a movement - a collaboration of emerging artists, designers, musicians {visionaries} this is an event that has a monthly showcase to cast a LIVE view onto an emerging downtown scene. i attended the august showcase with my lovely daughter - i walked away with a smile and heartfelt enthusiasm. the live music was blaring, i swayed my hips to the beat - twirling my little girl around. we delighted our senses with the smells of fresh paint - as artists honed their craft before our very eyes. there was a fashion showcase with an array of beautiful models & designs - not 'per status quo'.. the  company was lighthearted - the overall outcome being a band of diverse individuals with the collective goal of truly embracing our new age movement. thank you reginald mckinley for a stunning insight to our future and for breaking the constraints of age old monotony --

boys dream - crash into me

{hike up that skirt a little more}

dave matthews

love song

i am a hopeless romantic - song of the hour

phillip crangi

reminds me of an unfettered imagination i carried throughout my youth. this is absolutely the kind of jewelry dynasty and revolution i wish to take part in! i don't want diamonds or pearls - just find me a phillip crangi..

poverty

"There is nothing worse than being ashamed of parsimony or poverty" - Titus Livius

the Ancients had a way of knowing - that simple can be best -- to be content in the now..

glorious 39

"I only did what was expected.."

though this is a fictional movie - it captured an essence of the hard times in WWII..i am completely inspired and love the unexpected twists to this film. the main character Ann embodies a unencumbered beauty and vision in life - though faced with extreme deceit and pain. She remains true to self and never falters from her relentless pursuit of truth and that which see believes in. I am am left breathless. you just must watch this film - it is definitely on my top 5 list!

 ( netflix is a glorious thing on these late nights)

good life-

please tell me what there is to complain about

when your happy like a fool - let it take you over!!

nostalgia

"Fiction is not imagination. It is what anticipates imagination by giving it the form of reality. This is quite opposite to our own natural tendency which is to anticipate reality by imagining it, or to flee from it by idealizing it. That is why we shall never inhabit true fiction; we are condemned to the imaginary and nostalgia for the future."ATTRIBUTION DETAIL »- Jean Baudrillard

mAn about town

this by far - is one of my favorite short films. i must confess - i absolutely adore mens fashion - i'm so nastalgic when it comes to days past - the modern twist on such a song -- sigh* -- need i say more?! this speaks for itself...

literary greats

"The private life of one man shall be a more illustrious monarchy,—more formidable to its enemy, more sweet and serene in its influence to its friend, than any kingdom in history. For a man, rightly viewed, comprehendeth the particular natures of all men." - Ralph Waldo EmersonATTRIBUTION DETAIL »

a medium - renewal

a rebirth - to awake -- i am seeking a renewal of mind, inspiration and thought that moves beyond reason.  sharing the details -reverberates an understanding of the finer things in life. i am young, discovery is apart of growing up. this is a year of change - the unfolding of something illustrious